Today's mood: Melancholy. Partially hormones, but it's exacerbated by several recent breakups of people I know. (Abby earlier tonight: "It seems like this is the month for breakups of long-term relationships") When I see this happen, the same question always comes to mind after the first feelings of shock and sadness for the happiness lost: What makes me any different from them? When will it be my turn? When will this wonderful relationship end?

I've done so well at pushing all these thoughts away for the last couple months, but at times this gets to be too much. I'm resisting the depression, but the voice is louder. I wonder if it will ever go away for good.

Does anyone else ever feel like this?

Enough bitching. It's time to go do something fun.